Went to an Atlanta Braves game tonight. Braves vs Cardinals. Braves won! Another thing off of my list of things I want to do this summer.
Having all this extra time sucks. I don’t know what to do with myself anymore. Everyday is a struggle. I hope time will help me heal from all of these wounds.
I also did some thing to my car without the help of some dude. Never thought I would know how. I know its a simple thing, but I don’t know anything about keeping up with a car. I’m so happy lol :)
I’m so proud of myself of today. I volunteered for a career fair hosted by my school as well as Atlanta Convention & Visitor Bureau. I was not planning on talking to any employers because I am leaving for London in a little over a month and did not want to take on any job offers currently. I pushed myself to talk to employers and I basically talked to a little over half. I did come prepared with 5 resumes to give out. I networked with a lot of people. Found out my friend is in the HR department with a well-known hotel. Also, met someone who could potentially help me with getting my foot in the door at Delta. The GM of Sheralton remembered who I was from all the previous events I attended. Overall, pretty successful day even though I didn’t plan on anything. This makes me feel great!
I love my best friend. He’s the best :) I told him that I like his CD and he just gave it to me without hesitation.
Six more days til I leave for London. I wish I left Atlanta for good. I have one more year left until I graduate.
No matter how hard it is, you will find better. It may not be soon and you will feel pain, but the pain cannot be ignored. You will grow stronger and become who you want to be. It is better for you to have a guy who loves you a bit more than he loves you. You don’t want to be chasing a guy. You want the guy to chase you. You are beautiful. It may be that you lost yourself in dating and loving, however, deep down inside, you can find who you are. The one that everyone loves and misses.
If you need to cry, cry it all out. Crying doesn’t mean weakness. Crying only helps you cope with the situation. Don’t be afraid to meet people and say hi. Smile like how you always used to smile.
Finally, do not let money control your life. Don’t let money keep you from doing what you want to do. Money is just paper. Remember, you used to do nails and you hated it so much. The money didn’t even keep you in it anymore.
Love yourself and others would follow. You can’t expect others to love you if you don’t love yourself first.
I hate the people I live with. Not only are they greedy, but they are dumb as hell. Some Asian people think signing a paper for FAFSA is saying you’re taking out a damn loan. What the fuck. I am not helping anyone in this household that I live in. When I become successful, it’s because of me. I paid my way through school for every little thing.
reblog or barney will get you too
(Source: commanderinqueef)
